Tuesday, April 19, 2011

21st birthday

Today is my 21st birthday, a big day for most of people, marking the point when you completely turn adult, legally do whatever you couldn't do before. Does it matter to me? Not really, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't go club, so it's really the same.

My day began when I woke up at 10.20, almost late to catch the train to work. Somehow I decided not to set alarm clock the night before as I thought I would have plenty of time. Working on your 21st birthday? ... Yes, I worked today. Sounds miserable, huh? But the good thing is I get pay rise after my birthday.

Then I went home, had a shower, went to supermarket, bought some chicken wings, and had dinner. Nothing special. Only got a wishing call from my mom earlier this evening, which made me even sadder I wanted to go home at that moment so badly, coz I would have a party with my family back home. I haven't spent any of birthday with my family since I was 15 - left home too early, that's why.

No party for me :) and certainly no alcohol, no cake, no candles, no friends coming over, nothing ...
I don't why people have to go big with the 21st birthday thing. To me, it's just a day marking your birth, and reminds you that in 365 days time, you'll turn 22.
Facebook got flooded with wishes from everyone though, from close friends, to not too close, to some people that I've never talked at all. Somehow they just send you the wishes as they saw a link on their facebook homepage. Oh, technology ...

Anyway, happy birthday to me, sweet 21st!!!
Get older, but still young though, so live life to the fullest, Ha!

Friday, April 1, 2011

For a moment, I thought I'm myself again

:) Just realized I have made a best decision ever (or somebody indirectly helped me to make it). It makes me realized how good or/and how bad the people around me were, and somehow it isolates me from the bad, and remain GOOD (as always, lol). Maybe it doesn't make sense to anybody, but ... yes, I'm myself again, no sin committed! hahahahwoawoawoahahahuahuahua